Surrender your Victimization.
You have everything you need to achieve your desires and make your dreams a reality. The fundamental truth is that you are never given a wish or inclination that you cannot ultimately accomplish. However, the delicate balance lies in realizing that being the exception to societal rules, and overcoming tribal doubts and fears, does not negate your immense potential and possibility.
So why are you so apt to conclude that others can have what you cannot? This way of thinking is incredibly egotistical - "Alas, that is true for others, but not for me." By resigning yourself to victimization, you allow your fears to take the driver's seat of your life's journey. Every single day, you make choices that create results through cause and effect. Are you consciously managing your fears, or are your fears managing you?
If you believe you have desires that cannot possibly come to fruition, then why not let them go? Clinging to such limiting beliefs will only breed frustration and inertia.
Success or sabotage? The choice is yours. You have an array of skills, talents, and qualities at your disposal. Which of these gifts will you use today to fuel your success? Do not sell yourself short. You are extraordinary and capable of achieving extraordinary things.
Is this going to be an incredible day? This can be an incredible day if you simply open yourself to the possibilities. Surrender your victimization, even momentarily, and effectively manage the fears holding you back from actualization. You have everything you need for greatness - choose to embrace it wholeheartedly.